And ages have passed since last I wrote in this. It seems like ages anyway. Sometimes life forces you to grow at alarming rates. I am not really ready for it, but here it is, making me try to catch up to where I "should" be. Truthfully though, I don't want to. I have to, but that doesn't mean I enjoy it. I work now, I am planning my overdo return to school, I have June......that in itself shocks me to my core. You may or may not have met her, needless to say she has left me breatheless at every turn. Sometimes I question my worth and deservance((I doubt thats a word but whatever)) of being her boyfriend. She is such an amazing personality and all around awesome human being. I can't express in words or actions what these last few months have been like with her by my side. Yes she has gone away, but she has never left my side. I hope one day everyone who reads this is in the same situation I am in so that they can understand what I mean. June just makes you want to be the best you can be, and for that she is amazing. I have hopes for the lenth of our relationship, but I dare not speak them out loud. Yet they are there as an ever present dream and a spot in the back of my mind I can retreat to when the world turns upside down. ::raises a glass in toast:: To those of us who are blessed enough to find the peace and happiness of caring relationship.

~Hunter no more

Well things are going pretty okish lol I dunno I just wanted to update and that was the best I could come up with. Life is good cause I'm still alive and in fairly decent health. I have friends that are dear to me. I have a JoB and plans for school. Also I have someone special to me. Can't ask for much more can I?

So its come to a point that Im really confused on what to do. On one hand I have a chance to be making 10 dollars an hour at a 8-5 job mon-friday but I doubt I will be able to go to school/chill as much as I want to. KB pays crappy but I get to chill often and if I go to school they will work around it. I hate choices like this. A lot can happen because of it. If I get 10 an hour to start then maybe I can get more as I work there longer, but I want to make at least 4k a month and thats not going to happen with either job. Then again nothing is garunteing that if I go to college I will even make that much. I hate life I wish it was a video game. At least then I know if I make a mistake I can reset...... oh well life goes on I guess.

Head Automatica concert WOW....fucking amazing guys man and the lead singer is mad cool. Heading the sack and getting some sleep. Missing someone special. Catch ya all on the flip side.